but I cant seem to find it. I have been struggling lately with the fact that I have no car, for if I did then I would be able to drive to find the ever evasive time.
School starts in a week, and until then I have work. I enjoy both, don't get me wrong, but why must they rob me of all my time? It is often hard for me to feel like I am serving God when I am spending all this time studying and/or working and then afterward being so tired that I can do nothing but sleep or stare dumbly at the computer screen. Sometimes I feel I need a moment to stand back and take a good long look at myself and my life and try to figure it out. I feel like I am just taking what comes without being sure of where it will lead me. Is that how everyone feels I wonder? I know what I like and I know whom I serve, so I try to use those two things as the rope to line a path for me, but I still have no idea where that will lead me!
Eh. Getting old is no cakewalk.
On a slightly less confusing or deep note, YAY SCHOOL IS STARTING AND WE ARE GOING TO WILD HORSE CANYON ON THE SCHOOL RETREAT! :D
lol.
Yours truly, Ber.
