Is in a prolonged funk that is starting to scare me...a lot. ::sigh:: Why can't I shake this? I dont know what to do, and I feel really worn out. :/

Stressed.

Do you ever feel like your life is balancing on a thin thread, and the thin thread is being stretched and you can feel the pressure of it weighing down on you? Feels like it is going to simply break apart and your life will fall to pieces. You go through the day trying to keep a happy face so you don't bother anyone with your trouble cause they have troubles of their own and don't need or really care about yours, so why waist time complaining? Sometimes you just want to scream and let the world know how you really feel, but you dont, because you know-you hope that eventually it will pass and life will be more managable, you are just going through a rough patch. So you trudge on, tired and stressed, keeping back that scream. I have been feeling like that recently, but I do know it will pass. I just have to survive and count my blessings I guess, and trust God to know what's best for me. :)